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I was going through all my sad and depressing stuff cause well I was sad and depressed. Well I realized that at least one or two people on each of them went on there just to try and cheer me up and to get me to keep moving forward. No I'm still not out of the rut I have been in ever since I joined here, but I feel like I'm getting better whenever I look back on all the comments. I mean I ridicule myself worse than anyone on here has told me. I tell myself I am not worth it. That I cannot dance, or sing, or draw better than anyone and that I just suck at everything period. If I get a grade lower than just a 95 I give myself shit for nothing. Calling myself a complete fucking idiot that cannot do anything right because I am the biggest fucking moron in the entire world!
But... I get on here and I see everyone just... being so nice to me and it feels amazing. It took me so long to realize it, but I really want to just say thanks to you all. Thank you very much.
So as a thanks if you guys want me to draw, or post a video of me doing something on YouTube (still need to actually post a few things on there) then send me a note.
Oh and yes I know I haven't been doing the requests I have been given, but I swear on Spring Break I may get close to finishing them cause for both of them I need to look at the pictures once in a while and I cant' do that at school and I procrastinate while home.
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I'd like to put down the people that I have seen comments in something at least even if it's a journal that helped me cheer up.
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But... I get on here and I see everyone just... being so nice to me and it feels amazing. It took me so long to realize it, but I really want to just say thanks to you all. Thank you very much.
So as a thanks if you guys want me to draw, or post a video of me doing something on YouTube (still need to actually post a few things on there) then send me a note.
Oh and yes I know I haven't been doing the requests I have been given, but I swear on Spring Break I may get close to finishing them cause for both of them I need to look at the pictures once in a while and I cant' do that at school and I procrastinate while home.
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I'd like to put down the people that I have seen comments in something at least even if it's a journal that helped me cheer up.
now
Moving
Hey there guys! I'm going to be going from this account to a new one as there's a lot of just stuff all over this account, and I personally feel like it's time for some spring cleaning in a sense. The new account is ~TheScreamingPan (https://www.deviantart.com/thescreamingpan) and I will put a comment down below as well to make it easier just in case for you guys.
It's nothing extremely personal, but I do need to re-organize stuff and with all of the stuff on here it seems a lot easier to just make a new account and start from scratch. I'll still keep this account up and running obviously, but I will be going over to the new account and spending most time on that one now.
Join Me?
https://join.me/863-959-691
Gonna try and do a few mermaids, finish one in particular if I can figure out how to do coral while Im at it. If you wanna watch then come join!
Mermaid Commissions
https://www.gofundme.com/LaptopLove
**EDIT** SO remember when I said I was wanting to replace it before time ran out? Turns out that is coming quicker than expected!!!! I'm typing this up from my little brother's computer at the moment because welllllllll the hard drive is failing. And by failing I mean won't even let me TRY to open anything on there. So its pretty much just a block of wasted money sitting on my desk at the moment as it gets to fall apart. I can do the commissions at the school I go to but I will only be able to check every once in a while. I will TRY to keep up and everything. Please do message me if you want a comission!!!
8 Fact Character Meme
So I got tagged by ~BunnyGal2 (https://www.deviantart.com/bunnygal2) and I figured since I can't sleep that why not?
1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 facts about your character.
3. Tag 8 other characters.
4. Post their names along with their creators' avatars.
She requested Rose so here I go I guess?
1) Rose Midnight Heart was one of my very first characters I ever made. (Like literally way back in I think 2006? Too far to think)
2) She grew up being a total sweetheart at first, but things went sour fast as it changed from being her family to just her brother Mark, her, and her little baby sister whose name escapes me at the moment oops.
3) She is a pyromancer and the o
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... I just.. I'm spazzing inside, I can't type anything right now. XD It's okay to get things lower than a 95, kids at my school are always like," As long as I get a B, I'll be fine." For the second 9 weeks, the end of it, I had a 77 C in honors biology. A guy I know who takes 10th grade classes but technically in my grade said that my teacher moves things too fast and does too many labs. Everyone has a little mess up here and there. I actually freaked out when I had that 77 until my dad said it was okay until I got an actual F.
... Why do I always ramble with life lessons?
... Why do I always ramble with life lessons?