Thanks

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I was going through all my sad and depressing stuff cause well I was sad and depressed. Well I realized that at least one or two people on each of them went on there just to try and cheer me up and to get me to keep moving forward. No I'm still not out of the rut I have been in ever since I joined here, but I feel like I'm getting better whenever I look back on all the comments. I mean I ridicule myself worse than anyone on here has told me. I tell myself I am not worth it. That I cannot dance, or sing, or draw better than anyone and that I just suck at everything period. If I get a grade lower than just a 95 I give myself shit for nothing. Calling myself a complete fucking idiot that cannot do anything right because I am the biggest fucking moron in the entire world!
But... I get on here and I see everyone just... being so nice to me and it feels amazing. It took me so long to realize it, but I really want to just say thanks to you all. Thank you very much.
So as a thanks if you guys want me to draw, or post a video of me doing something on YouTube (still need to actually post a few things on there) then send me a note.

Oh and yes I know I haven't been doing the requests I have been given, but I swear on Spring Break I may get close to finishing them cause for both of them I need to look at the pictures once in a while and I cant' do that at school and I procrastinate while home.

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I'd like to put down the people that I have seen comments in something at least even if it's a journal that helped me cheer up.
:icontuesdayisdoom:
:iconbunnygal2:
:iconanimeangel416:
:iconfang-chan13:
:iconflashthehedgehog33:
:iconc-hadley: now :iconcouratiel:
:iconcarneeval:
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Tuesdayisdoom's avatar
...:iconletmehugyouplz: I just.. I'm spazzing inside, I can't type anything right now. XD It's okay to get things lower than a 95, kids at my school are always like," As long as I get a B, I'll be fine." For the second 9 weeks, the end of it, I had a 77 C in honors biology. A guy I know who takes 10th grade classes but technically in my grade said that my teacher moves things too fast and does too many labs. Everyone has a little mess up here and there. I actually freaked out when I had that 77 until my dad said it was okay until I got an actual F.

... Why do I always ramble with life lessons?